And the horrible cravings begin.

To my fellow friends and readers,

         This blog will be first and formally my therapy during the journey Im trying to take to lose 80 pounds. Shocker as it may be, yes I wish to be thinner! I have decided that the freshman 15 (HA 30!) , stress, hormones, and all the like are no longer sufficient excuses to not closing my mouth.
          Thanks to the support and encouragement of my co workers , friends and family members, babyshka especially who told me I need to stop eating, and years of self loathing, I have decided to go on weight watchers. It has now been three weeks. As a way to keep myself honest and to not lie to all of you I plan on being honest about when I screw up, and when I do well. Isn't that the point of therapy anyway?
          My original weight was 233.4, and after two weeks of dieting I got down to 227.6 . Yes people every . some thing counts because thats one less cookie I didn't eat! Tomorrow will be my third weigh in, and just like the last two times I pray to God that the little piece of chocolate I ate wont ruin all week of eating oatmeal. Overall it hasn't been to horrible, in fact if anything its been encouraging but right now at this moment I would kill for a burger and nice juicy dipped in oil fries, know what I mean? But instead I will eat an apple, stop complaining and fill my brain with biology. Thanks for reading, and tomorrow I will post the results of my third weigh in. Wish me luck!

Y. Bel